I have found Rosie O'Donnell's blog - dear Lord - I love it. I visit it everyday - I leave her a message every day - she hasn't answered yet - but maybe. Why am I so fascinated by her? I don't know - except that I respect her - she was a single adoptive parent like me - she loves kids - we have all that in common. She is gay - I am not - but I feel close to her - and I love her - why? I don't know.
One thing she has done for me is got me to thinking that I'm going to try to get back to this blog and write something at least 4 or 5 times a week - I won't promise every day like before, because I am just too tired sometimes to even turn the computer on. I'm still working the three jobs and my improve group (Bullscript) is becoming more popular and we've had more shows here lately than before - that is therapeutic for me - I love to make people laugh.
Ryan will be 26 years old on August 20. He functions on a 12-14 year old level. His autistic tendencies have be set. I think he is where he will be now for the rest of his life - but what a life he has had and will continue to have. He is the light of my life - my reason to go on.
We are doing to spend the weekend in Gatlinburg for his birthday and we are going to see Jill at the Smith Family Theatre - she is such a sweetie - a favorite of Ryan's (and mine). He is excited. He has asked for two things for his birthday - the new DVD collection of "Full House" that just came out and the the DVD of "Wild Hogs" which we both loved. He will get them.
What he doesn't know is that the people that work in the same building with me (the insurance gang) is going to have a surprise birthday party for him on Monday. I'm to go home at lunch and get him on some pretext and bring him to the office. They are getting him a big cookie cake and a gift certificate to Hastings and he will be thrilled.
Okay Ro - today was for you - tomorrow and so forth will be for me.
Peace
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